Happy and Productive People

HAPPY PEOPLE
5/13/08

"("IF") HAPPY people are productive people"; then imagine the productivity that has not been produced as a result of people NOT being "HAPPY". Which by the way what is/does "HAPPY" mean.
Approximately two to three years ago the word seem to try and stay with me because of all the negative stuff I was going through. You know things like, after graduating from the local state university with HONORS(not good) at Winston-Salem State University with no job, about one hundred dollars left to live on from loans to go to school,my father killed (some call it dying), my mother kicking me out one month (it was either she kick me out or she end up like my father and she told me-she did not want to die for me(GOOD for HER- because after my father died for me and he did die for me-I HATE he DIED for me-I guess he had two choices either die for me or kill for me; he always said he never wanted to kill anybody or be a killer). Then my sister kicked me out about two months later; it was she kick me out or she end up like my father or brothers (part of the silent codes of communication sent by those who control society); then a city bus driver falsely accusing me of throwing a "PENNY" on Route 13 on the Winston-Salem Transit Authority bus which lead to me being falsely convicted of a their concept of mister meaner (forgot the term) and because I didn't have any money(they knew that because they knew I was not one of their PETS(IN-house Niggars) the judge said "IF" no one had brought me money within two hours, they were to lock me up. I was allowed to call a relative fifteen minutes before the two hours was up-my family brought the money within the hour-they kept me in jail six hours/cut my hair around the edges (I discovered it when I washed my hair a couple of days later); then lived in a house without lights and waters for almost TWO years,etc.. and everyday after that societal controls trying to FORCE me into selecting one of their established systems of negative situations for any African American who is not one of their approved (PETS)-in house NIGGARS lack of a better word). I have worked my entire life to live right, stay out of jails, be a law abiding citizen; so to have to daily be threaten with confinement for NOT doing anything illegal is a little over whelming to say the least. And yes I do go to church (SAD to Say); and the local church encourages the situation.

Thus who can be "HAPPY" when going through all that-thus a good system to ensure that no productivity takes place by keeping a person in constant stress and negative situations. Now imagine the person going through thirty plus years of the same types of situations, for one reason only-they are an African American that does not want to be a "PET"; means the same thing as slave to me. A pet doesn't/isn't allowed to even talk, which means they do as they are told always, like a slave.

Which brings me to this point, first who AM I?=NOBODY; they want me to think that I am somebody special because of gifts and talents God gave me; but I can be anybody, anywhere, anytime "IF" those in control of society decide that YOU are not doing what they want you to do. "IF" they decide that they want you to be anything negative and you do not become so; then you too must be what they tell you unless you want to go into confinement or six feet under. Some say not and I guess not if you have the right kind of support. Which is why they have attacked my family/friends to run them from me, which leaves me in isolation. Which I don't care who you are, if you don't have support/the right kind of support in your life you will not be happy; therefore you will not be productive. And especially if you spend all your time trying to defend yourself against being put into confinement because you just want to live and be happy and NOT be punished just because the color of your skin is that of an African American. And so that some of you will know "IF" Obama gets in it will not be any better for African Americans. It will be worse for those who are not one of the white males "PETS". Obama will just supply a better societal control because when they do things Obama will understand he is to protect the white male system. That will be his job.

And kind of scared today because today is the 13th of May, which is the same day that is my off day and the place that I go and eat is on the same route (13) where the girl falsely accused me. True she is gone, but not concept behind their system=? And being that on the 13th when I ride route 13th which the number is used two times(?) causes me concern. To the point that when coming to the Winston-Salem 5th Street Public Library they had a person that resembles my relative that lives in Greensboro, North Carolina sitting in the front of the library as a threat to keep me from writing about certain things. And this is after I called the 5th Street Public library on 5/12/08 and asked white male whose name is associated with "Robbing" a question. I asked him who would a person get in contract with if an organization was telling them that they couldn't prosper unless the person helped them to kill their family members? He gave me the answer of an organization in France, which I have not gotten in contact with because of the silent threats being made.

As stated above the word "HAPPY" tried to stay with me when I was going through all kinds of negative stuff. Which the point was made; either way no matter what you have to go through, you can do it sad or happy. Choice is your. And while I was going through to hang on, I attempted to be happy; think it got me through. After the fact thought about,wondered if that was how the Jews got through the holocaust; being happy as they watched innocent people taken off the earth before their time? while at the same time wondering WHY I was going through everything mentioned above.

I had not treated anybody wrong, I wasn't a bad person, I always tried to do my part to maintain (whatever it was); always tried to encourage, and help people; so what had I done wrong to cause all the negative stuff in my life. Answer from my prospective, tried to live as a NORMAL/HEALTHY/PRODUCTIVE human being as an African American in an African American community. ALL my family members knew and understood that you are not allowed to be PRODUCTIVE or HAPPY as an African American in an African American community. They knew and didn't tell me that you can NOT be productive in an African American community, you can only be productive as an African American living as a "PET" of the white male system. I remember approximately fifteen years ago when I tried to start a sewing club for young African American females (mostly so my relative who lives in Greensboro, North Carolina wouldn't be bored) and white males kept appearing outside and around the 5th street Public Library (lets you know how long I have been coming here). The white males kept doing things that were related to females who were prostitutes; but they NEVER approached me directly and I never told them at the library about it. The sewing club (I had been sewing for decades at the time) would meet twice a month. And each time the sewing club met, white males would show up with their silent communication of prostitution=guess I didn't get it then. I just knew that it was strange; guess the library knew then about the white male system; guess that is why the lady in charge of the library put me out of the library the other day when their new employee "JOHN"(who was suppose to be helping me with me not getting my emails from people who work outside of the library system) informed me that my emails went to "HOTEL" when I sent them to "clients". I have a degree associated with computers; those terms have NEVER been used in relation to emails/computers.

And being that because of my research of their negative system of operation in the African American communities which is centuries old, UNLESS I can turn white or God gives me a miracle don't think I will ever be truthfully productive because my time will be/has been spent defending my right to NOT have to be something negative because I was born an African American who does not want to be a dog/"PET"! And believes that as an African American God intended for me to live, progress and prosper as an African American and with an African American mate and shouldn't be forced to have to white male in order to date someone of the opposite sex. (If God GOD put Willie and I together; then can the Real God please send me Willie!)

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Happy Mother's Day

5/8/08


Attention Men: the "Top 10 Mother's Day gift ideas" for Mother's day would include giving the man the woman that he desires. What better gift for any man than for him to be happy on Mother's day by providing him with the woman that he desires. Or a better way to say it would be to give the mother the man that she desires for mother day. That would make the man and the mother both happy, happy people. Sort of like the song says by Earth Wind and Fire- "Happy feelings in the Air!"

Happy Mother's Day YALL
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Is there such a thing as "justifiable murder"?

5/7/08
Good question-is there such a thing as "justifiable murder?" IF and that is a big "IF" anything were to happen to me it would not be such (meaning justifiable murder" if it were to take place within society of because those in control of societal controls with the local community are well in control of 99.9% of the things/situations which take place within and especially within the local African American community. Thing is unless I as they say "GO OFF"; there aren't many other options left for me. Which I have no desire to do today.
On 5/6/08 the place where I worked KNEW I was frustrated and even encouraged me to "GO OFF". They played the song "I think I'm about to Lose Control and I Think I Like IT". And people wonder why other people snap. Imagine working at a place where they are trying to force the person to go off and doing so through the permission and encouragement of those in charge of societal controls.

Being that today in the "SPIRIT REALM" some would understand this, there were certain things /people who appeared in which I have tried to avoid all my life. Unfortunately or fortunately those desiring to control my gifts keep sending messages that "IF" they don't control them then the concept of "justifiable murder" may not be too far from an option for them. And being that my one of my brothers was murdered in his black pick up truck, which nobody ever discovered who did it, so they say, the concept is not too far fetched. To the point that "IF" one/myself does not agree to not ever date again, be a prostitute, be an invalid, gay, or old before their time to earn an income could lead to the concept that took my two of my brothers off of the face of the earth before their time, the concept of "justifiable murder."

And being that I have been up and down the eastern coast, locally, etc. "IF" anybody local says they didn't know don't believe it. And personally, I'm to tired to try and invent a NEW system/method of governing system. I do not know how to make people do their jobs when the other person/myself does not qualify for the services offered because of the color of my skin.
It doesn't seem right to me that in order for me to LIVE and earn a living as an African American that I have to agree to be gay, an invalid, a prostitute, old before my time, agree not to date or be put classification the possibility of "justifiable murder", especially when the a large percentage of those in charge of the African American community are aware of the situation. I don't think so!!!

http://www.helium.com/items/1034488-5708good-question-there-thing

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