2/23/08
Being that earlier today, I was almost hit by a small black pickup truck like the one that they murdered my baby brother in, writing this is truly a miracle, really anything I write is a miracle. The driver stepped on the gas peddle as I was crossing the street. Since they have cameras on all the corners the incident is on camera. So please know and understand that if anything happens to me; it is not, I repeat, not an accident. The community leaders and church leaders have been asked for help in W.-S., North Carolina. Their response has been either to increase the torment or offer options that if I want to live my only options to live first is to be old before my time(which they are enhancing everyday at S- club-having me standing beside large flat freezer everyday-mind control-subliminal message), a prostitutue, an invalid, gay, and here recently retarded; all extremely negative; being that I was born healthy,been identified as being a genius, have two academic degrees and some say have the gift of prophecy. Some social skills may be lacking concerning gossiping. Never could get there, but it seems that is how this city operates. Or maybe I should say that the only ones allowed to socialize without strenuous societal control are those who do so either with no objective in mind or they must assist in dogging out a person that the community says is to be dogged out. Either of the two are allowed to advance in the city. At the present moment, I don't fit either.
Just left a situation in which after my father was methodically medically slowly removed from the face of the earth in my face (shortly after the fact they said that medical doctors maybe work in a group of clusters to do what they did with the planes on September 11, 2001); a guy approached me to date me. Long story short, he is one of the ones that they have allowed to have a social life. Anyway come to find out that he has a learning disability, but socializes very well, better than most people. Went to where he plays basketball, in which when I first met him, after he approached me, someone went after the girl he was dating. But before he had approached me, another guy had approached me, but I turned him down. So while the second guy was trying to date me, the first guy went after his girl friend and ended up marrying her. In the meantime, something/someone got in the middle of me and the second guy's relationship, his employers who wanted the relationship to end.
Long story short, the second guy was upset and concerned because he thought that his first girlfriend was in danger, which at the time, I thought it was just him over reacting. But after leaving the gym this morning, he is probably right. All of them(his ex-girlfriend, the first and second guy that approached me) were on the gym floor playing basketball, with the offer being made for me to participate (which would have been the equivalent of my agreeing to accept being classified as retarded/socially retarded). Originally when what happened after my father passed,was that the first guy was sent to me and since I turned him down, they sent him to the second guy's girlfriend (he was trying to play the field). Thus if he the second guy wanted to keep his ex-girlfriend safe(he has a good heart); then he would have to abuse me emotionally and psychologically; therefore if I agreed to joining them, that would be my plight in life-he would have to abuse me anytime I came around him- but AT LEAST I would be alive. And being classified as retarded(which I am not to sure I am not at this point because of exposure to all of the negative situations and abuse related to fighting and striving to overcome the established community societal controls for African Americans that FORCE people to accept either a negative situation or else)would put me in a category where most people wouldn't receive or consider what was said by me,especially concerning understanding concepts and societal controls which are going to increase and multiply like crazy, especially if Obama gets into office and especially for African Americans. And the way in which the scenero was suppose to go was that I join the group, the second guy ends up with his ex-girlfriend, and I end up with her husband(the first guy who approached me) who if I am not mistaken, married her to get control of the second guy so that he could have me.
Read article about "Societal Control: The goals of "politically correct" by Matthew Ryan in which the statement was made, "The War on Terror is not a confrontation with people of a certain race, but rather, people with a certain extremist ideology." No truer words were ever written or spoken. So just imagine being considered an extremist because of the desire to work, not want handouts, not wanting to be a prostitute,an invalid, or be old before your time, not wanting to be gay or anything else that is negative. As Matthew Ryan said, "The war on Terror is not a confrontation with people of a certain race", which is why Obama is on the scene. Obama has already stated that he is not an African American, which means he has a different ideology than African Americans. Which means that if he gets into office he will not be there to represent African Americans, but will be there as a form of "Societal control."
Therefore if true African Americans try to resist the negative forms of societal control, meaning if they resist being a prostitute, an invalid, gay, retarded, then they will be classified as being extremist, which will mean that they will be put in the category of a person with "a certain extremist ideology". Meaning that they have problems submitting to being forced into negative social roles. On the other hands, African Americans such as Obama who are allowed to progress in life, will be allowed to thrive up to a point. That they realize and understand that they have no more privilege than any other true African American, meaning they don't control nothing. Obama will be allowed to appear as if he has power as Oprah is, but he will not have real power, only what is allowed, such as the way they did with those in charge of slave cabins. Imagine having a leader in control of a country where your desire is have permission to attack,etc. the people that you don't like or consider them a nuisance, or worst. That would be the ultimate societal control, to have a cover for every thing that you wanted to do.
So people will know, my mindset since high school which has been a few decades ago, has always been that I am rich, wealthy, prosperous, healthy walking in the fullness of God and the days of barely making it is over. Always has been my mindset, never knew that I would have to constantly fight society trying to give me a negative mindset and that to not accept their mindset could be the equivalent of being FORCED to accept the mindset or else. Everyday on the bus, they have males with skull heads on the bus(bus drivers participate), which gives a person their mindset, they constantly think in terms of skulls and as everyone knows, skulls are usually not related to life and living. It has taken me over thirty plus years (of documenting situations in which negative societal controls have been tried to be forced on me by those who help control society) to ask, "Where is the United States of America that I learned about growing up, the land of the free, home of the brave. Nobody told me you would have to fight just to be classified as a person with rights to deny accepting negative societal controls." And being the negative societal controls that have been tried to be applied to situations in my life have been documented over thirty plus years, it hasn't just started. In every situation, the goal has been to FORCE me to react in a negative manner, thereby putting me in a situation to be forgiven, thus assistance would be needed (somebody would make MONEY, after I reacted in a negative way; key word AFTER the fact. BEFORE the fact, person is ignored, because if the problem is solved before the fact, nobody would make MONEY. But really from my perspective, there is no difference. Because of the constant instability, stress, psychological abuse and DENIAL OF GOOD EXPECTATIONS constantly being denied, there is an automatic aging before ones time, which affects the person's health, and just about sucks the life out of the person, which can be witnessed in any true African American community. Personnally I have been looking and expecting doors to GOOD positive things in my life; like the kind that white people expect.
And if I had to sum it up I guess the "DENIAL OF GOOD EXPECTATIONS" in life regarding everyday occurrences, being constantly denied, would have to be the biggest one. Most people can't understand a person not receiving certain services; it's like talking a foreign language. For example, told a cousin that I was denied service in some way and they said, "THEY CAN"T DO THAT." And again I told them that they denied me service, but noone seems to want to address the fact of what the abuse. And being that the individual is kept in isolation from others/family and friends,they are left vulnerable to more abuse. They couldn't get there. And to spend your life,(which is another angle) of constantly doing things that it take one person twenty minutes to do is very discouraging; it makes you feel retarded.
Thus being that everything that I write on the Internet is being read and used(three movies have been made); hopefully someone will give the opposite to innocent people someday. Heard someone say, that SOMEDAY, we will live in a nicer society. The other thing is that anyone who wants to witness what I am talking about, please visit an true African American community which a check off list. (99.99% know what is happening to them, but they don't know why or have a clue). It's like living on another planet with no connection to earth. Guess fortunately I have a slight understanding on some level of why the abuse, torture and torment by the local community and church leaders.
Standing at work the other day, white male=?? came by said I looked despondant. Told him it was nice of him to notice. I have tried to tell people, I am not getting with what they are trying to do to me. Then he said, yeah a lot of things occur in life that they say they don't have no idea about; but they know.
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
The 23rd of the Month/Second month????????
2/23/08
During the years that my relative that lives in Greensboro, N. C. was growing up, there was always a constant almost day to day connection with their teachers and the schools that they attended in Winston-Salem, North Carolina. So when in the third grade one of their teachers intentionally started a race before they were ready to start, and the teachering knowing that they had a form of asthma(which they grew out of) threw me for a little bit; but the teachers objective wasn't to upset the child; the teacher's objective was to upset me. And hind sight, the teacher really didn't want to upset me or the child; the teacher wanted to not be attacked the way she was attacking my relative and me.
Which brings me to this point, that when the relative entered high school and classes were visited, and it was documented that the relative was placed in the middle of the classroom thugs in all of their classes. Now being one of their relatives it was suggested that something be said to some of the teachers involved.
After speaking to some of the teachers, their statements were basically that that was how they assigned their students and they were not going to change the seating arrangements. So inorder to not cause a lot of stuff for the relatiave, the situations were let go, mostly becuase of personal stress on the job where they were putting me through psychological torture and torment with hispanics everyday.
Anyway long story short, also observed that while relative was in band, they had gone to a music session as Winston-Salem State University, first without a parent's or relative's persmission. My relative had told me that they had taken them off of the school campus to WSSU. Students aren't suppose to be taken off of the school ground without the parent's or care giver's permission. Then about two week's later, they came home with a T-shirt own. It had the initials, M. O. B. on it. I asked them where had they gotten it from. They said it was the name of the group that they had joined as a part of the initiation service at their school (CHS)to be in the band.That everybody that played a certain instrument had to join in order to play the instrument and that they people who played the instrument at Salem State University were the ones who were in charge of the initiation.Then one day while listening to one of the local radio stations, heard one of the announcers saying that one of the singers had issues and that they had been in the news because they were a part of a gang called MOB.
Wrote on one of my blogs concerning my relatives principal, who knew and was assisting in what was going on. After I wrote about him; they had him charged with violations of sexual activity versus, actually letting the parents know that he had assisted in helping their children become gang members. Which would mean that a lot of students are probably grew up gang members and didn't or don't know it. They probably thought they were just joing a club/etc. for high school.
Which brings me to this point. Imagine if all the public schools were to be used to train students to be gangs; to be used as desired for negative activity in society. Most of the students are true African Americans meaning that they don't have a clue that in order to EVER be something they have to agree to not help other African Americans unless the other African Americans have been okayed by the white male system. They don't realize that when they attempt to be successful in their own right that there are social controls in place to FORCE them to be what the white male system tells them, or be prepared to constantly experience negative situation after negative situation, unless they agree to accept the economic handout givens.
So upon getting on route #1 and route #18 this morning and on each bus there was a person that reseambled my relative that attended CHS in Winston-Salem, North Carolina with today being the 23rd (#of chromosomes during birthing process); the person was suppose to be symbolic of something; which I have no idea. The point is that this person is not going to agree relative that was tricked/forced into an organization because those in charge of the prinicipal/etc.. have no fear of consequences concerning do what they want inside of the educational system and out.
But that is not my problem. Please allow my relative to grow and prosper like you would allow a white person of their age and sex(hetersexual) perform based upon their abilities and talents who is allowed to flow in the white male system with no hinderances or blockages. And would appreciate your speedily making up the money
shortage for both of us that was stolen from them/me.
Also would appreciate not being attacked because I won't assist you in controlling my relative and also would appreciate them not being attacked.
Socialpeacest
During the years that my relative that lives in Greensboro, N. C. was growing up, there was always a constant almost day to day connection with their teachers and the schools that they attended in Winston-Salem, North Carolina. So when in the third grade one of their teachers intentionally started a race before they were ready to start, and the teachering knowing that they had a form of asthma(which they grew out of) threw me for a little bit; but the teachers objective wasn't to upset the child; the teacher's objective was to upset me. And hind sight, the teacher really didn't want to upset me or the child; the teacher wanted to not be attacked the way she was attacking my relative and me.
Which brings me to this point, that when the relative entered high school and classes were visited, and it was documented that the relative was placed in the middle of the classroom thugs in all of their classes. Now being one of their relatives it was suggested that something be said to some of the teachers involved.
After speaking to some of the teachers, their statements were basically that that was how they assigned their students and they were not going to change the seating arrangements. So inorder to not cause a lot of stuff for the relatiave, the situations were let go, mostly becuase of personal stress on the job where they were putting me through psychological torture and torment with hispanics everyday.
Anyway long story short, also observed that while relative was in band, they had gone to a music session as Winston-Salem State University, first without a parent's or relative's persmission. My relative had told me that they had taken them off of the school campus to WSSU. Students aren't suppose to be taken off of the school ground without the parent's or care giver's permission. Then about two week's later, they came home with a T-shirt own. It had the initials, M. O. B. on it. I asked them where had they gotten it from. They said it was the name of the group that they had joined as a part of the initiation service at their school (CHS)to be in the band.That everybody that played a certain instrument had to join in order to play the instrument and that they people who played the instrument at Salem State University were the ones who were in charge of the initiation.Then one day while listening to one of the local radio stations, heard one of the announcers saying that one of the singers had issues and that they had been in the news because they were a part of a gang called MOB.
Wrote on one of my blogs concerning my relatives principal, who knew and was assisting in what was going on. After I wrote about him; they had him charged with violations of sexual activity versus, actually letting the parents know that he had assisted in helping their children become gang members. Which would mean that a lot of students are probably grew up gang members and didn't or don't know it. They probably thought they were just joing a club/etc. for high school.
Which brings me to this point. Imagine if all the public schools were to be used to train students to be gangs; to be used as desired for negative activity in society. Most of the students are true African Americans meaning that they don't have a clue that in order to EVER be something they have to agree to not help other African Americans unless the other African Americans have been okayed by the white male system. They don't realize that when they attempt to be successful in their own right that there are social controls in place to FORCE them to be what the white male system tells them, or be prepared to constantly experience negative situation after negative situation, unless they agree to accept the economic handout givens.
So upon getting on route #1 and route #18 this morning and on each bus there was a person that reseambled my relative that attended CHS in Winston-Salem, North Carolina with today being the 23rd (#of chromosomes during birthing process); the person was suppose to be symbolic of something; which I have no idea. The point is that this person is not going to agree relative that was tricked/forced into an organization because those in charge of the prinicipal/etc.. have no fear of consequences concerning do what they want inside of the educational system and out.
But that is not my problem. Please allow my relative to grow and prosper like you would allow a white person of their age and sex(hetersexual) perform based upon their abilities and talents who is allowed to flow in the white male system with no hinderances or blockages. And would appreciate your speedily making up the money
shortage for both of us that was stolen from them/me.
Also would appreciate not being attacked because I won't assist you in controlling my relative and also would appreciate them not being attacked.
Socialpeacest
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
NIce things II
2/19/08
This is a continuation of "Nice Things" in which I talked about the family reunion that I started being the second Family Reunion. It took me a while to understand what my Aunt Rosebud was trying to tell me and she probably was doing the best she could to help me understand that the after she started the first family reunion; that the concept as a real family unit was attacked. Being that after almost twenty plus years in which I really just gave up on a family reunion, especially after one of my cousins Bernard help to assist in the destruction of the family reunion.
Once I had started the family reunion; (it had gone to Geogia,where my father was born, and Atlanta, Geogria where his neices, nephews and cousins had moved to) and it seemed to be doing good, my cousin, Bernard, who grew up in Winston-Salem, North Carolina, was elected the president. After that that was all she wrote, meaning that the group of white males that had approached me, approached him and after they caused his father to have medical problems; in which the four ambulance attendants of very large size intentionally dropped his extremely skinny father; then Bernard agreed to assist them in whatever way they wanted. And they wanted him to mess up the family reunion; through making sure that it was disorganized and that everybody was unsure of what was what. In other words, the white males made sure (which is what my Aunt Rosebud was trying to say and she was in her early seventy's) that the family reunion/family was not united or prosperous without them being in control of the family. So whoever the white males are/and I say are because two of them was behind a house two houses down from where I live(and they wanted to make sure that I saw them). One was in a red truck with yellow caution? lights and the other truck was a white truck with the top portion of the truck painted sky blue.
And all of this is after going to my sisters new townhouse on Reynolda Road,in which after she saw me she started yelling and screaming because I looked so stressed and crying because as she says, she wants her sister back. Meaning that the white male system has kept us apart through using mind control on her. She wasn't allowed to connect with me emotionally, when I reached out. (Part of their way to control our family). The used mental conditioning on her so that when she was around me and responded positively, she was punished. After I went to her new townhouse, no water in the house in a year(white males broke the water);she started crying,etc.. What she was witnessing was the system that they have been using on me where I work to age a person quickly; look like myself;hair has fallen out because of stress.
Long story short; white males=? have been the ones who have attacked my aunt Rosebud's first family reunion and they are same system that attacked the Second family reunion. To the point that one of my relatives started yelling at me, telling me that I am not pitiful; that nothing major has happened to me. And he is right; they don't do what they do in the open no more; they do it in secret, behind closed doors.
They attack African Americans in secret; in slow ways so that nobody is alarmed at the rate and level of abuse that they use. And they think they keep getting better at it. And they feel very comfortable with what they do;because they have people in and out of the system, black and white that work in secret for them.
If I had known what I know now I would not have started the family reunion. Only African American families that join the white male system in abusing other African American families are allowed to progress and prosper.
So I guess hind sight; when the 12 to fifteen white males came to the Dinner Barn at Tanglewood park, at the second or third family reunion and asked who was in charged; first I should have not said me, I should have said God; then I guess the next thing is that when they told me in the silent way that either they control the family or there would be no family, I should have believed them (could have saved at least twelve or more family members from leaving the earth before their time). And am really wondering since the two white males showed up in the two white trucks, two houses down (which is/was owned by the bostons,who also let hispanics stay in their house, who also recieved/was rewarded large grant money,etc..=??) And I guess the conclusion is that white males/make sure that NO African American family is allowed to progress and prosper as "FREE"; only the African American families whose head has agreed to train the family members to be slaves to the white male system or those who have agreed to help the white male system to abuse or do worse to thier AFrican American family members.
And imagine if the same thing is being done in all true African American families that try and strive and be alive, grow and prosper. Eventually there wouldn't be any true African American families. And when I say true; I mean in the spirit that God intended for them to live and thrive; that they have just as many rights to live and thrive, grow and prosper as any other race without having to bow down to living second class to the white male system.
Socialpeacest
This is a continuation of "Nice Things" in which I talked about the family reunion that I started being the second Family Reunion. It took me a while to understand what my Aunt Rosebud was trying to tell me and she probably was doing the best she could to help me understand that the after she started the first family reunion; that the concept as a real family unit was attacked. Being that after almost twenty plus years in which I really just gave up on a family reunion, especially after one of my cousins Bernard help to assist in the destruction of the family reunion.
Once I had started the family reunion; (it had gone to Geogia,where my father was born, and Atlanta, Geogria where his neices, nephews and cousins had moved to) and it seemed to be doing good, my cousin, Bernard, who grew up in Winston-Salem, North Carolina, was elected the president. After that that was all she wrote, meaning that the group of white males that had approached me, approached him and after they caused his father to have medical problems; in which the four ambulance attendants of very large size intentionally dropped his extremely skinny father; then Bernard agreed to assist them in whatever way they wanted. And they wanted him to mess up the family reunion; through making sure that it was disorganized and that everybody was unsure of what was what. In other words, the white males made sure (which is what my Aunt Rosebud was trying to say and she was in her early seventy's) that the family reunion/family was not united or prosperous without them being in control of the family. So whoever the white males are/and I say are because two of them was behind a house two houses down from where I live(and they wanted to make sure that I saw them). One was in a red truck with yellow caution? lights and the other truck was a white truck with the top portion of the truck painted sky blue.
And all of this is after going to my sisters new townhouse on Reynolda Road,in which after she saw me she started yelling and screaming because I looked so stressed and crying because as she says, she wants her sister back. Meaning that the white male system has kept us apart through using mind control on her. She wasn't allowed to connect with me emotionally, when I reached out. (Part of their way to control our family). The used mental conditioning on her so that when she was around me and responded positively, she was punished. After I went to her new townhouse, no water in the house in a year(white males broke the water);she started crying,etc.. What she was witnessing was the system that they have been using on me where I work to age a person quickly; look like myself;hair has fallen out because of stress.
Long story short; white males=? have been the ones who have attacked my aunt Rosebud's first family reunion and they are same system that attacked the Second family reunion. To the point that one of my relatives started yelling at me, telling me that I am not pitiful; that nothing major has happened to me. And he is right; they don't do what they do in the open no more; they do it in secret, behind closed doors.
They attack African Americans in secret; in slow ways so that nobody is alarmed at the rate and level of abuse that they use. And they think they keep getting better at it. And they feel very comfortable with what they do;because they have people in and out of the system, black and white that work in secret for them.
If I had known what I know now I would not have started the family reunion. Only African American families that join the white male system in abusing other African American families are allowed to progress and prosper.
So I guess hind sight; when the 12 to fifteen white males came to the Dinner Barn at Tanglewood park, at the second or third family reunion and asked who was in charged; first I should have not said me, I should have said God; then I guess the next thing is that when they told me in the silent way that either they control the family or there would be no family, I should have believed them (could have saved at least twelve or more family members from leaving the earth before their time). And am really wondering since the two white males showed up in the two white trucks, two houses down (which is/was owned by the bostons,who also let hispanics stay in their house, who also recieved/was rewarded large grant money,etc..=??) And I guess the conclusion is that white males/make sure that NO African American family is allowed to progress and prosper as "FREE"; only the African American families whose head has agreed to train the family members to be slaves to the white male system or those who have agreed to help the white male system to abuse or do worse to thier AFrican American family members.
And imagine if the same thing is being done in all true African American families that try and strive and be alive, grow and prosper. Eventually there wouldn't be any true African American families. And when I say true; I mean in the spirit that God intended for them to live and thrive; that they have just as many rights to live and thrive, grow and prosper as any other race without having to bow down to living second class to the white male system.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
No individual privacy
2/12/08
Personally, I would like to make private documentation; but being that someone chose me to put a camera in my eye without my permission; non of my documentation is ever private unless I use a piece of paper to cover what I am writing; thus it is and has been extremely difficult to have any type of privacy. Don't remember the first time that something made me think that somebody esle was seeing what I was seeing at the same time that I was seeing it. There are some private things that people do; that only they and God are suppose to know about. so when someone or a situation approaches in which your private situations are being mocked/copied and it occurs more than enough time to be more than coincidental; and after documenting and analyzing;you figure out that there is only one way. Don't know exactly when they put a camera in my eye; but do know that it was during the time that I went for an operation using medicaid insurance at the local city hospital.
To make sure that I wasn't on the looney end; took the possibility to the next level and did research on the type of research that was being conducted on the eye. Sure enough, websites came up discussing the possibility of cameras being placed in the eye. And at the time it was really easy to find the information. But since, I have been blogging on Blogger.com about no privacy, etc.. it has been difficult to locate the websites. It makes it harder for people to find the websites; therefore harder for people to believe me. Doesn't matter though, because, they are already making it public through producing robotic arms, legs, etc. to the point of trying to make them human like; it shouldn't be to hard for people to believe that they are trying to create a camera to put in the eye or an artificial eye that resembles a camera; whichever you prefer.
Yes, it is a well known fact that they can't experiment on human beings, UNLESS they have their permission. I thought the same thing "UNTIL" and being that the state has already acknowledged the past situation with ensuring that certain portions of the population were sterilized without their permission; it shouldn't be to difficult for people to see them trying to get away with more . They didn't have those people permission and they did not have my permission. Imagine going around all day long with someone watching everything that you are watching. ERY! They see when and how people respond to you; they know when you are responding back.;etc. Personal and private situations are never private;you can't be intimate with anyone unless they are watching. And just think; they know that I figured out that they have a camera in my eye and don't want me to be upset or mad or maybe I should say angry. And they really aren't that bothered by it because, they have the money, technology, knowhow, connections to halt and alter whatever they don't want the public to know. They got money; they can do what they want to do!
People take individual privacy for granted; but they are living in a society that is working twenty four seven to figure out how to take their privacy so that they can have absolute control. Even to the point that they try and control my personal relationships.
Socialpeacest
Personally, I would like to make private documentation; but being that someone chose me to put a camera in my eye without my permission; non of my documentation is ever private unless I use a piece of paper to cover what I am writing; thus it is and has been extremely difficult to have any type of privacy. Don't remember the first time that something made me think that somebody esle was seeing what I was seeing at the same time that I was seeing it. There are some private things that people do; that only they and God are suppose to know about. so when someone or a situation approaches in which your private situations are being mocked/copied and it occurs more than enough time to be more than coincidental; and after documenting and analyzing;you figure out that there is only one way. Don't know exactly when they put a camera in my eye; but do know that it was during the time that I went for an operation using medicaid insurance at the local city hospital.
To make sure that I wasn't on the looney end; took the possibility to the next level and did research on the type of research that was being conducted on the eye. Sure enough, websites came up discussing the possibility of cameras being placed in the eye. And at the time it was really easy to find the information. But since, I have been blogging on Blogger.com about no privacy, etc.. it has been difficult to locate the websites. It makes it harder for people to find the websites; therefore harder for people to believe me. Doesn't matter though, because, they are already making it public through producing robotic arms, legs, etc. to the point of trying to make them human like; it shouldn't be to hard for people to believe that they are trying to create a camera to put in the eye or an artificial eye that resembles a camera; whichever you prefer.
Yes, it is a well known fact that they can't experiment on human beings, UNLESS they have their permission. I thought the same thing "UNTIL" and being that the state has already acknowledged the past situation with ensuring that certain portions of the population were sterilized without their permission; it shouldn't be to difficult for people to see them trying to get away with more . They didn't have those people permission and they did not have my permission. Imagine going around all day long with someone watching everything that you are watching. ERY! They see when and how people respond to you; they know when you are responding back.;etc. Personal and private situations are never private;you can't be intimate with anyone unless they are watching. And just think; they know that I figured out that they have a camera in my eye and don't want me to be upset or mad or maybe I should say angry. And they really aren't that bothered by it because, they have the money, technology, knowhow, connections to halt and alter whatever they don't want the public to know. They got money; they can do what they want to do!
People take individual privacy for granted; but they are living in a society that is working twenty four seven to figure out how to take their privacy so that they can have absolute control. Even to the point that they try and control my personal relationships.
Socialpeacest
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Nice Things
2/4/08
Upon desiring to have what was deemed the thing to desire after a marriage that was lopsided, there came the urge to have the American Dream that those who are reading /viewing what I am writing while I am writing it (through a camera in my ey) would as as the bible says, "go into the lower parts of the earth."
Ask anybody what their American dream was/is and most would tell you, marriage, family,baby. goodness, joy and nice things. And some may say they want a pretty picket fence around their house. I almost want to say, WAS the American kdream because there are so few people who are living the dream. In fact with the forclosure epidemic; there are probably even fewer than before. Or when one considers that the American dream is almost illusionary or the fact that so many other different lifestyles are presented, it makes one wonder if there really is an American dream?
Top FORCE people to live a lifestyle, take their family and give them a family that they don't want isn't good. Most people wouldn't believe that what they are living in their families is being forced upon them. Most feel the effects and know that something is wrong and isn't right and if society doesn't wake up the family unit as it was known will be destoyed if not extinct. The famliy unit, family, mother, siblings is being attacked because it is a threat to a system that foces people into situations that are extremely negative but are very profitalbe to the system. When family members are left out of the familyloop because of pressures from the system, that leaves the individual vulnerable to psychological, mental, emotional, social,etc. attacks. They have no line of defense against a system that seeks to capture them or the most potent family member that would be a threat to stopping their system of operation of abuse and the use of divide and conquer of the family unit. Th system has been mastered to such an extent that just about every aspect of an individual can be identified to be targeted so that it can be overpowered and converted to use against that individual.
My intent in the family lunit really began after the birth of a relative. It made me realize that I had not seen any of my extended and some of my immediate family in a long time. Thus I started the second family renion. The first was started by my aunt Rosebud. To me I started the first Family Reunion, but she kept saying I started the second. It took me a long time to get it; but I get it. I started the second family reunion because when she started the first; iot probably went along for a while and just as when I started the second family reunion; the system began to intentionally deteriate the family unit. In fact the second family reunion has dwindled down to such an extent that most of my family members dread visiting of seeing me; because I refuse to sell them to the white system; so they have almost kicked me out so they can eat from the white system.So much so that it is even hard for me to get in touch with a family member by phone. I decided if they wouldn't call me then I would call them. Then the system started messing with their phone calls were blocked; at least I couldn't get anybody on the phone.
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Upon desiring to have what was deemed the thing to desire after a marriage that was lopsided, there came the urge to have the American Dream that those who are reading /viewing what I am writing while I am writing it (through a camera in my ey) would as as the bible says, "go into the lower parts of the earth."
Ask anybody what their American dream was/is and most would tell you, marriage, family,baby. goodness, joy and nice things. And some may say they want a pretty picket fence around their house. I almost want to say, WAS the American kdream because there are so few people who are living the dream. In fact with the forclosure epidemic; there are probably even fewer than before. Or when one considers that the American dream is almost illusionary or the fact that so many other different lifestyles are presented, it makes one wonder if there really is an American dream?
Top FORCE people to live a lifestyle, take their family and give them a family that they don't want isn't good. Most people wouldn't believe that what they are living in their families is being forced upon them. Most feel the effects and know that something is wrong and isn't right and if society doesn't wake up the family unit as it was known will be destoyed if not extinct. The famliy unit, family, mother, siblings is being attacked because it is a threat to a system that foces people into situations that are extremely negative but are very profitalbe to the system. When family members are left out of the familyloop because of pressures from the system, that leaves the individual vulnerable to psychological, mental, emotional, social,etc. attacks. They have no line of defense against a system that seeks to capture them or the most potent family member that would be a threat to stopping their system of operation of abuse and the use of divide and conquer of the family unit. Th system has been mastered to such an extent that just about every aspect of an individual can be identified to be targeted so that it can be overpowered and converted to use against that individual.
My intent in the family lunit really began after the birth of a relative. It made me realize that I had not seen any of my extended and some of my immediate family in a long time. Thus I started the second family renion. The first was started by my aunt Rosebud. To me I started the first Family Reunion, but she kept saying I started the second. It took me a long time to get it; but I get it. I started the second family reunion because when she started the first; iot probably went along for a while and just as when I started the second family reunion; the system began to intentionally deteriate the family unit. In fact the second family reunion has dwindled down to such an extent that most of my family members dread visiting of seeing me; because I refuse to sell them to the white system; so they have almost kicked me out so they can eat from the white system.So much so that it is even hard for me to get in touch with a family member by phone. I decided if they wouldn't call me then I would call them. Then the system started messing with their phone calls were blocked; at least I couldn't get anybody on the phone.
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God Will
2/4/08
At the beginning of my writings, I usually try to write the following;
"Everbody who reads what Peacenowst is writing now or ever will write while she is writing it (except Peacenowst) shall go into the lower parts of the earth." That is my comfort that God will deal with those who envade my privacy.
This was to be about relationships, but since the demons stole my original notes that they are using in the media, it will be about different types of relationships and the reason for or cause of _________________ and especially in African American
_________________.
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At the beginning of my writings, I usually try to write the following;
"Everbody who reads what Peacenowst is writing now or ever will write while she is writing it (except Peacenowst) shall go into the lower parts of the earth." That is my comfort that God will deal with those who envade my privacy.
This was to be about relationships, but since the demons stole my original notes that they are using in the media, it will be about different types of relationships and the reason for or cause of _________________ and especially in African American
_________________.
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New Beginnings
2/4/08
About two weeks ago I was walking to church (in over two years only a few people have given me a ride)and a lady asked if she could give me a ride. I said yes. Upon going to church with her and informing her that I was living in a house with no water, heat, food, clothes, etc.. she started crying. Then said I should really come to church with her, because being that it was her second time giving me a ride God must want us to have a relationship. Being desperate, I conseded, went to church with her, where she and one of my old neighbors took me to a room entitled, "NEW BEGINNINGS". Once inside the room, there was a picture of a "weapon" and they continued to pray. One of the things that let me know that God was in it was that one of the lady's turned out the light. When they prayer was over, I asked why had she turned out the light and she said because God had told her to. You see, they=???put a camera in my eye, thus anything I see, they see. The night before God had told me to tell them what he was going to do to them (they also have cameras where I live). So when they saw the weapon as I was viewing it and then the lights went out; it was God sending them a messsage. And being that they have a camera in my eye; therefore no PRIVACY for me; like those in jail; will to the best of my ability write (covered by a paper over the pen) about things/views.
Personally I keep trying to figure out what I did wrong; why I have gone through all the hell, I have gone through and how to make it stop!. But in the meantime (because somethings are out of a person's control-the people in Katrina in the SUPER DOME could do nothing but ride it out); until those in charge decide to change, I'm stuck or forced to be a crook. But until that time, will be writing concerning some issues; really hoping for a New Beginning. I think the point of the weapon was to make me to start thinking about things if it were really a real weapon. (I guess it is all over me that I am fed up with b=eing abused, my demeanor must say that I am tired and prepared to give back what they have given to me-minus the illusionary deaths that they keep putting me through(which they feel and thinks gives them permission to control me and take over my life). My problem is what to do to stop people from abusing me for (30+) years. But people keep telling me to be nice; never say anything about pursuing the people who abuse me being punished. STRANGE!
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About two weeks ago I was walking to church (in over two years only a few people have given me a ride)and a lady asked if she could give me a ride. I said yes. Upon going to church with her and informing her that I was living in a house with no water, heat, food, clothes, etc.. she started crying. Then said I should really come to church with her, because being that it was her second time giving me a ride God must want us to have a relationship. Being desperate, I conseded, went to church with her, where she and one of my old neighbors took me to a room entitled, "NEW BEGINNINGS". Once inside the room, there was a picture of a "weapon" and they continued to pray. One of the things that let me know that God was in it was that one of the lady's turned out the light. When they prayer was over, I asked why had she turned out the light and she said because God had told her to. You see, they=???put a camera in my eye, thus anything I see, they see. The night before God had told me to tell them what he was going to do to them (they also have cameras where I live). So when they saw the weapon as I was viewing it and then the lights went out; it was God sending them a messsage. And being that they have a camera in my eye; therefore no PRIVACY for me; like those in jail; will to the best of my ability write (covered by a paper over the pen) about things/views.
Personally I keep trying to figure out what I did wrong; why I have gone through all the hell, I have gone through and how to make it stop!. But in the meantime (because somethings are out of a person's control-the people in Katrina in the SUPER DOME could do nothing but ride it out); until those in charge decide to change, I'm stuck or forced to be a crook. But until that time, will be writing concerning some issues; really hoping for a New Beginning. I think the point of the weapon was to make me to start thinking about things if it were really a real weapon. (I guess it is all over me that I am fed up with b=eing abused, my demeanor must say that I am tired and prepared to give back what they have given to me-minus the illusionary deaths that they keep putting me through(which they feel and thinks gives them permission to control me and take over my life). My problem is what to do to stop people from abusing me for (30+) years. But people keep telling me to be nice; never say anything about pursuing the people who abuse me being punished. STRANGE!
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