20-Redemption

8/11/08

On 8/10/08 went to the 20th Anniversary of one of the pastors churches that I attend;; very festive occasion. Also went to some of the celbrations offered throughout the city. On occasion heard, few things that I have blogged about in the celbration as well as witness to some of the topics discussed on blogs. One of them was when the pastor said at his celebration="I didn't want anyone preaching to me; not today"=meaning he is tired of only being allowed to live in the church enviornment; not that he is tired of God. But there is an element/sprit/force in the African Amercan community in which Christians are not allowed to go to certain places without PRIOR permission=???? There was a band that played music other than Christian; but when it was time to dance=ALL; stood by and looked at the dance floor as if someone had just said; come party with satan=?????God didn't say I come to give you live more abundantly to live in church; which were true Christians are forced/allowed to live. Anything relating to the church is allowed; if they decide to do something spontaneous; it is not allowed.


And once everybody got on the dance floor; being that dance is my first love; and I have had classes/training, etc.; the people on that dance floor were not dancing unrestrained; to me and this is to me only; they were dancing as if they were guilty.
And to verify that it was not my imagination; the next day at the morning service; the minister said that when it was said;that everybody could get on the dance floor; he looked and saw no one getting on the dance floor. And then he said that he remembered that God said that he was redeemed from the hand of the enemy therefore it was okay for him to dance. so he grapped his wife's hand and got on the dance floor. The only problem is that Christians are not allowed to go out in the city and dance or just socialize.

From the comments from the pastor of the church; the visiting minister, as well as the actions of the church members, they are starving for real life. They are forced? made to live on the Christian reservations(that is what I call it); NOW Caucasion Christians don't suffer from such confinement/reservations; because of the color of their skin; nobody knows wheather they have been redeemed or not; because they fit in. BUT an African American redeemed stands out like a sore thumb; because by society's standard's you are not suppose to be here(unless by permission). Thus, therefore;most African American Christians are suffering from starving for real life. They have church life; sort of like the Indians have Indian life; but everybody knows, Indian life; is not normal life for most people.

Normal life; normal flow of life is reserved for ususally Caucasions and some of their African American pets(I call them slaves); thus even though most African American Christians/change that "most" to "SOME" African American Christians have a form of prosperity and life. Most African Americans Christians are living on struggle street; begging God to open doors to stability and prosperity. And one of the saddest things to see to Me=was a pretty young female(by Caucasion standards) to be dressed like a beauty queen; but yet see an inward sadness because she can't recieve or give her husband the intimacy that he and she desires. It is NOT ALLOWED between the pastor and their wifes in the African American churches; SAD. It's like the guy who wrote about not being allowed to date me for thirty years; he said he didn't think his wife was his wife; that she was more like a partner=in other words there was in intamacy. Watching the pastor and his wife; and other's while being in the church; they=????tell the wifes; punish the wifes if they show their husbands intamacy;only white males get the intamacy from their wifes. They=???make the wife strictly a competitor to her husband. It is a one of the saddest things to watch; knowing that both love each other. It also always leaves an open space for them=??? to inject anther person in the relationship, which gives them control over the relationship.

All relationships (romantic or otherwise) have an element in which the person; first wants what is best for the other person; while wanting what is best for themselves. That is the point that they=????enter in and use the issues to control the relationship. It use to be that people would work it out for themselves; now they=???use the situation(s) to make money off of the person's weakness. And if the person wants the relationship to exist=they had BETTER do as told or else=!!!!!!!Most peopel at the church don't know how sad the first lady is; or why!!!; just my gift working.

But then again I guess something that is even sadder than watching someone who can't touch the person they love or be attacked is for someone to be allowed to be around someone while they watch them=???turn the person's feeling and emotions the opporsite of what God said they were suppose to be or to watch them bastards control the person and not be able to tell them. The number 20 meanS REDEEMPTION= TO BUY BACK!!!!!!!! To me that means from the white male system of oppression!!!!!!!!,etc!!!!!!


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