700 BILLION DOLLARS TO BAILOUT WHO?????????????

10/14/08

It is a sad thing to have to WAIT 34+ years to communicate with a relative when GOD (who created the sun, moon, sky and stars) intended for the persons/people to communicate with each other on a daily basis. Case in point; my relative that graduated from AT&T isn't allowed around me because they have been condition; just as I was conditioned to not be around my realives=why is that?????
Answer: read it on "MONEYCONTROL.com" in which there was an article that explained that a person will recieve learning three ways; One=school=two relationships; three life relationships! Most of my learning has been through reading and school; my relatives were not allowed to teach me anything; they KNEW they were forbidden if they wanted me to live; my relative from Greensboro, as well as myself don't try and connect, because everything we do ; they=???? do something to one of us.

Now imagine all the families in the United States, not being allowed to communicate and connect to each other; that means that they=??? will be the one to teach and train them; which means they can train them to be whatever they want them to be; Thus the continous system of trying to force a person to be a prostitute, drug dealer, invalid, etc. or the threats of being put in confinement. So regarless of what a person's gifts, educational or intellectual level(such as myself); those in charge of the system will try and tell them who they are and what they are suppose to do with their life; Thus the white males appearence at the family reunion=wanting to know who was in control=ANSWER should have been GOD!!!!!!!!; I said me; but now I KNOW better; May God protect and bless the families!!!!!!!espcially to the point that they aren't controlled by them=????????

One of my relatives said when I was discussing that I needed to pay one of the local employment agency some money to get a JOB! that, IF YOU HAVE TO PAY TO GET A JOB; SOMETHING IS WRONG!!!!!!!!" and NOW they=???? are informing me that IF I want to date, work, socialize that I have to PAY=the PAY being they have to control whatever I want to do=???????(SLAVE)!!!!!!!

Presently at the point that am considering a starvation diet to protest the 35+ years of being denied access to adequate employment=!!!!!!(eating right, excercising right, traveling, shopping, educational, and social opportunities); I probable would be a different person. On Sunday went to church in which the minister is teaching on how to prosper in a bad economy. One of the things that he said was that a person needed to have their own; which I have tried to do that within the thirty plus years of seeking to establish some form of economic stability. My question as he was teaching is what is a person to do when they are threaten with confinement IF they try to get a job or earn legal money???????? of coarse; didn't ask it; didn't know if I would be consider a Christian rebel; being that haven't joined the community club!!!!! Not to say that the church is a club; God showed me that he is there at the church; I just need to figure out where he wants me in the church, etc..

The minister sees his immediate family members everyday; at least it doesn't appear that none of them are punished for being around each other; and I don't know who to go to and ask can I be around my family members without them being threatehn or killed because they have been around me becuase they=???don't want me to learn from them or them to learn from me=would mean that they=????don't have control over them or me=????because we would answer a lot of each other's questions!!!!!!!!!????????????

Would appreciate it if someone would tell me how to tell them to stop taking what God has given me the first time(1)and then giving it back to me their way (2nd time).
First time=real God gives=2nd time=white male system gives back the way they want to arrange it in their system!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????first time(African American male raises his son); 2nd time(white male system retrains the African Amerian son to accept whatever the white male system does to the African American male and his family)=long story short.

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