12/12/08
Presently at the Recreation Center/Hanes=in which the attitude of the coach is different=mostly because they=???didn't expect me to come to the recreation center; thus; the coacah has to respond on his own. Seems to me like it has been a while since I blogged from here; as a result of being here today; they have mouses with balls now; but the person has to check out the mouse; and ONLY one=???? Ususally I will use two sometimes three computers; depending on what I am doing; because sometimes the computers are too slow; so while one is responding I will use another one.
Yesterday at the local Urban League, when I couldn't get my email to open; then I went to another computer; which opened up my email; but then I had to try and figure out how to get my resume from one computer to the other; I was at their JOB bank=????
There was a female there middle aged who I asked to help me to get my email open on the computer; she tried; she couldn't do it; then after I was trying a couple more computers (there is a way)=and they had just installed the computers which don't use CD's or disks, but one of the little small memory drives(?); which latter found out that they offered to some of the people to store information/to print=she didn't offer it to me!!!! But she went off because I switched computers a couple of times and then she told me not to switch; to find one computer that does everything and I asked how was I suppose to know which computer does everything; she said they all do everything; I said you couldn't get my resume into my email or off of the computer; so how can you say that the computers do everything. About that time she called her supervisor; long story short and he agreed with her; mostly because the day before his co-worker tried to sell my right to work to a WHITE female=after I wouldn't agree to join their group=PAY TO PLAY; somebody asked is there a more crooked place than ILLINOIS; the answer is YES! Winston-Salem, NOrth Carolina; can't speak about what the those in leadership do to each other; but can say what the leaders do to the small people; abuse, harass, steal, torment; all done in the name of their job.
The othr thing is that since being here have tried for almost TWO (2) hours to get into emails to participate on "HELIUM"; where people get paid to write; the bastards will not allow me to get on "HELIUM" ;they keep blocking the emails that "HELIUM sends to my email. And I created some other emails; and each time "HELIUM" sends and email link for me to click on; but they won't let me. Can someone please email "HELIUM" and ask them to please see if they can do something to allow "Socialpeacest" to write; think they want to CENSOR me/my writing???????????????They are not allowing to to write on HELIUM because they want to try and keep me in a category that will allow them to harass me; kind of difficult if I am writing for money=then they wouold have to start harassing/abusing, etc., other people who write.
Another thing is that on CNN=they did a report/petition to the NEW President ELECT for money to fight the extremely bad people; which is a good thing; can someone please petition the NEW President ELECT to please ensure that the money goes to fight the REALLY bad people and not used on the innocent, or the ones set up because they desire to exercise their CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, or for that matter that defend themselves from abuse? In regards to the Governor of ILLINOIS, selling President ELECT OBAMA's seat; does anybody think it strange that EIGHT years of criminal dealings took place between white males and nobody opened their mouth; NOW/EVEN before the President ELECT/of color gets in they have started to pull his strings.=Wonder which one they are pulling?
Personally; tired; family has attempted to help; which I am greatful for; was at one of the local churches in which am a member(but for some reason; the churches don't help me as they do the other members; guess cause I haven't agreed to do as told. Can say that one of the local leaders that I went to for help; needed help themselves=!!!!!; but have they learned=NO!! because theyhave been trained to follow orders/don't think; do as they told; this time the local leader kinda, sorta got a small taste of the bigger picture, which will eventually be revealed=!!!!!!!!!! And nobody can say it was God's fault; but it can be said that the leaders(then again God puts the leaders in charge)decided to make excuses instead of addressing the issues; and God have mercy because most of them operate under a form of mind con-
control in which they are shown only what their opposition wants them to know. You know sort of like the bully telling you what you can do!!!!!!!Lord have mercy!!!!!!!
Another thing is that Willie was dismissed from his job because of what they did to him to cause him ill health. Thus his phone was cut off because of he did not have the money to keep it on; so went to see someone who had his phone number and that person was ill also; said that they had just been to dialysis to have treatment for their kidney's=what is interesting is that last year both Willie and them were both healthy. They are using both of their health as a weapon. Don't know if either of them know. Neither one of them can read to well.
Which brings me to the fact that they moved Willie so that on the weekends he is in Greensboro; then they communicate to me that if I WORK; can't have WILLIE; but if I agree to live in poverty; I can have Willie; being that neither I nor Willie have finances; basically go the way the situation goes;Of course I can make a news letter; sell for $1.00 up to $500.00 a pack. Have done it before; but don't know what to do to stop threats to self, family, friends if I work; hasn't been so bad here recently????; but that's mostly because I have been looking for work;now they are saying no Willie if I work; because they intend to try and control me through their treatment of Willie. If I do as they want=Willie gets good treatment; if I don't do as they want then the opposiste. Anyone who knows who they are that would try and do them the same way would be considered a really BAD person; even badder than the people with all the real weapons.
When they transfered Willie to Greensboro, it was through a coach who had been guilty of illegal activity=which means that they made a DEAL with the coach and if she wanted to stay out of confinement she had to do what they tell her; THUS=she had to have Willie transfered to her so that she can try and force him into the same situation=Why his friend is on dialysis.=my question is why is is that nobody goes after those bad people; the ones who abuse innocent people=??????
And the most interesting thing is that EVERYBODY that I talk to says well don't give up; things will "CHANGE"; that Obama's word. Keep hearing him say though that there will be no extremist; race or other wise. Being that my situation would be consider on the extreme side; it got me thinking. First, my situation is not that extreme; heard one African American woman, after Obama was elected say, Obama going to fix my teeth(she didn't have any teeth); then I was talking to another African American woman yesterday about my plight=and she said, "YALL need to hang on!: Obama is on the way!" Which would be good; up to the point where he said that there would be no extremism. Which for me is not good; For example; the Public Library in Winston-Salem blocked my access to the internet;like they are blocking me off of "HELIUM" now at the Hanes Hoseiery Recreation Center. So I wrote a letter requesting access based upon the Federal Laws; spoke with the director; who first said, she didn't remeber the letter=??but evenutally remembered after I kind of jogged her memory. To make a long story short; so much was stolen; HISTORY was being made=and my blogging about the situation as it unfolded was denied to me; thus words and thoughts that will never be published;BUT the Winston-Salem Public Library have offered to offer me an opportunity to work off the library fine by doing volunteer work; which is a good thing; which they had thought of that before the Presidental election of 2008.
But since they didn't and the damage has been done; KNOW that if I were Caucasian(white);then the laws of the United States Constitution would have been upheld and would recieve compensation for a federal law which was broken;which would be based upon the compensation stated by law that the person should recieve; which I think was $1,000.00 a day for the during of the time the person's rights were violated. But because of the color of my skin; the fact that they have allowed me to be out of confinement to be allowed to volunteer is suppose to be part of the payment. And if I persue the compensation based upon the law; which would be next to impossible sense they control the attorney's; then the threat of confinement. And really have a lot of questions because after having my rights violated and the threats of confinement made so many times; am really quite hesitant about doing any volunteer work; because UNLESS they have changed; it just means more harassment.
Which brings me back to being an extremist; any African American that tries to persue compensation for their Constitutional Rights being violated in the future will be considered to be one of the BAD people in which the NEW Presient Elect was asked to consider giving money to in his budget; and the African American citizen who tries to persue compensation for their Constitutional Rights being violated in the future will be considered an extremist. For example; now I understand why they=??follow me!! When at church, was praising God; stressed, angry, because the Sunday before the Bishop had talked about the people not worrying about the millions but to focus on their needs being met. Long story short; it pissed me off; because for 30 years they have sent me in circles, not allowing me peace/steadiness to work to meet my needs. For a moment,a spirit was strong on me; that it was quite obvious; to the point that the BISHOP; KNEW it wasn't me; he KNEW it was God!!! But at the same time; I KNEW that there was Magnificent physcial power present; which was God responding to my anger; because I went to the Bishop for help but the Bishop is helping those who are abusing me; UNTIL; they can stop me from wanting what God has for me. Thus all African Amricans who seek to fulfil their NEED to be reconized as a citizen instead of being punished for being a citizen, will be considered an extremist; exactly what Obama says will not be tolerated=????
But in that segment; I said, I would be scared myself; But I know them; they fear no one; not even God. Then one of the ladies who is helping them also; asked about my spirit; I explained that it was God; and he told me that he was sending a message. Then I explained that if a person had had 30+ years of opportunites stolen and sold out from under them (Sort of like the Governor of Illinois who was trying to sell Obama's senate seat); to the point that the person has no access to any of the resources within the community; that eventually the anger has to be released. Then she said; Well, Don't hurt me and God told me to tell her, "Well it won't be me; you need to ask God!" because she and her daughters call themselves assisting the spirit within the chuch that steals the heritage of the African Americans church members. In fact, read a book that talks about the technique; it is old; the book even talked about the white female (and the spirit),who ALL the African Americans have to follow to join the church.
Gave the Bishop a letter concerning his sermon and explained that I knew how to earn money legally and how to prioritize my needs accordingly and then told him that I did not know what to do when threaten with confinement, etc. If I try and work legally and I asked for his help! What's interesting is that the lady that took me home made the statement; I know our church=we always take care of our people=!!!
Didn't bother to try and explain;that I had asked numerous times for help with my water bill; even after paying my tithes. Guess I will not be doing anything UNTIL God's does it; but at least I now know how little small women can lift a great big car or truck=because of the the strength of their inner spirit.
And the other thing is that when Obama says; that extremism will not be allowed; it is a good thing God didn't say that because he is the ipidemy(sp)of an extremist; when I say that I am referring to his race=most people have to their knowledge; two to three races; Obama has four to five/or more based upon what I have heard news commentators speak.
Where is Willie, Amp,Abner????????????????EVERYBODY IS ENTITLED TO A PEERSONAL LIFE????????And they shouldn't be theaten if they want to date me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Also Any African Americans who want to date because of natural attraction will be considered to be what Obama says will not be tolerated=an extremist!!!!!!!!!!Any African American who doesn't give up their right to work to date,etc. in the future will also be considered an extremist!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/28139155/
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